i remember everything i have done cowardly because of my temper.
I remember leaving friends because of rejection, instead of caring for them as a mature part of the family.
I remember being an asshole every time im in love with someone, because im very protective and selfish.
i remember the pain in my soul every time i remember that, because instead of a coward, i could have been a hero, not a movie hero, but an actual one, where im there for others without really interfering with their life.
and as soon as i remember, i mature, later, to realize i am just a child, a lost child who wants to be strong and wants everyone around to feel that strength that everyone can have, and i want that strength for everyone, i want the children of the streets to have shelter, fun and food, not caring for the unknown nor the violence outside because there would not be, because i would be there, protecting them with my life, and i wont be weak, but strong, as i just want them to be happy and free